written last week.

My life has been knee-jerk--
automatic respones to
questions I was capable of thinking through
myself

Pavlov's dog of a decision-maker (decider)
¿Was it the chicken of self-doubt
or the egg of overwhelmedness
that came first?


I can think
I can decide
I can take time
--keep time
--live outside time, even
I don't have to pressure myself
I CAN do it
I can think
I can live a better way