"Every moment of one's life, one is growing into more or retreating into less." - Norman Mailer

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

Fundamentalism, not religion, is the threat

Excerpts from Bill Moyers' speech upon receiving the Union Medal last September. The speech is entitled "9/11 and the Sport of God," if you care to read it in its entirety. Click on the title of the speech to link to the full text.

I know it is a bit long, but I hope you will find this worthwhile. The last few paragraphs are especially animating. (And a disclaimer: I post this in solidarity with progressive Christians, but not as one of them. I am not an atheist, though neither am I a monotheist. I believe Jesus was a great prophet, but no more holy than you or I. We are all sons and daughters of God; we are all holy; we all hold sacred light. God is us and we are God.)

Bill Moyers sez:
...Such revolutionary ideas made the new nation with its Constitution and Bill of Rights “a haven for the cause of conscience.” No longer could magistrates order citizens to support churches they did not attend and recite creeds that they did not believe. No longer would “the loathsome combination of church and state”—as Thomas Jefferson described it—be the settled order. Unlike the Old World that had been wracked with religious wars and persecution, the government of America would take no sides in the religious free-for-all that liberty would make possible and politics would make inevitable. The First Amendment neither inculcates religion nor inoculates against it. Americans could be loyal to the Constitution without being hostile to God, or they could pay no heed to God without fear of being mugged by an official God Squad. It has been a remarkable arrangement that guaranteed “soul freedom.”

It is at risk now, and the fourth observance of the terrorist attacks of 9/ll is an appropriate time to think about it....

But it is never only the number of dead by which terrorists measure their work. It is also the number of the living— the survivors—taken hostage to fear. Their mission was to invade our psyche; get inside our heads—deprive us of trust, faith, and peace of mind: keep us from ever again believing in a safe, just, and peaceful world, and from working to bring that world to pass. The writer Terry Tempest Williams has said “the human heart is the first home of democracy.” Fill that heart with fear and people will give up the risks of democracy for the assurances of security; fill that heart with fear and you can shake the house to its foundations....

Terrorists plant time bombs in our heads, hoping to turn each and every imagination into a private hell governed by our fear of them.

They win only if we let them, only if we become like them: vengeful, imperious, intolerant, paranoid. Having lost faith in all else, zealots have nothing left but a holy cause to please a warrior God. They win if we become holy warriors, too; if we kill the innocent as they do; strike first at those who had not struck us; allow our leaders to use the fear of terrorism to make us afraid of the truth; cease to think and reason together, allowing others to tell what’s in God’s mind. Yes, we are vulnerable to terrorists, but only a shaken faith in ourselves can do us in.

So over the past four years I have kept reminding myself of not only the horror but the humanity that was revealed that day four years ago, when through the smoke and fire we glimpsed the heroism, compassion, and sacrifice of people who did the best of things in the worst of times. I keep telling myself that this beauty in us is real, that it makes life worthwhile and democracy work and that no terrorist can take it from us.

But I am not so sure. As a Christian realist I honor my inner skeptic. And as a journalist I always know the other side of the story. The historian Edward Gibbon once wrote of historians what could be said of journalists. He wrote: “The theologians may indulge the pleasing task of describing religion as she descended from Heaven, arrayed in her native purity. A more melancholy duty is imposed on the historian [read: journalist] He must discover the inevitable mixture of error and corruption which she contracted in a long residence upon earth, among a weak and degenerate race of beings.”

The other side of the story:

Muslims have no monopoly on holy violence. As Jack Nelson-Pallmayer points out, God’s violence in the sacred texts of both faiths reflect a deep and troubling pathology “so pervasive, vindictive, and destructive” that it contradicts and subverts the collective weight of other passages that exhort ethical behavior or testify to a loving God.

For days now we have watched those heart-breaking scenes on the Gulf Coast: the steaming, stinking, sweltering wreckage of cities and suburbs; the fleeing refugees; the floating corpses, hungry babies, and old people huddled together in death, the dogs gnawing at their feet; stranded children standing in water reeking of feces and garbage; families scattered; a mother holding her small child and an empty water jug, pleading for someone to fill it; a wife, pushing the body of her dead husband on a wooden plank down a flooded street; desperate people struggling desperately to survive....

...“And when the Lord your God gives them over to you, and you defeat them; then you must utterly destroy them; you shall make no covenant with them, and show no mercy to them…(and) your eyes shall not pity them.”

So it is written—in the Holy Bible.

Yes, I know: the early church fathers, trying to cover up the blood-soaked trail of God’s sport, decreed that anything that disagrees with Christian dogma about the perfection of God is to be interpreted spiritually. Yes, I know: Edward Gibbon himself acknowledged that the literal Biblical sense of God “is repugnant to every principle of faith as well as reason” and that we must therefore read the scriptures through a veil of allegory. Yes, I know: we can go through the Bible and construct a God more pleasing to the better angels of our nature (as I have done.) Yes, I know: Christians claim the Old Testament God of wrath was supplanted by the Gospel’s God of love [See The God of Evil , Allan Hawkins, Exlibris.]

I know these things; all of us know these things. But we also know that the “violence-of-God” tradition remains embedded deep in the DNA of monotheistic faith. We also know that fundamentalists the world over and at home consider the “sacred texts” to be literally God’s word on all matters. Inside that logic you cannot read part of the Bible allegorically and the rest of it literally; if you believe in the virgin birth of Jesus, his crucifixion and resurrection, and the depiction of the Great Judgment at the end times you must also believe that God is sadistic, brutal, vengeful, callow, cruel and savage—that God slaughters.

Millions believe it.

Let’s go back to 9/11 four years ago. The ruins were still smoldering when the reverends Pat Robertson and Jerry Falwell went on television to proclaim that the terrorist attacks were God’s punishment of a corrupted America. They said the government had adopted the agenda “of the pagans, and the abortionists, and the feminists, and the gays and the lesbians” not to mention the ACLU and People for the American Way (The God of the Bible apparently holds liberals in the same low esteem as Hittites and Gergushites and Jebusites and all the other pagans of holy writ.) Just as God had sent the Great Flood to wipe out a corrupted world, now—disgusted with a decadent America—“God almighty is lifting his protection from us.” Critics said such comments were deranged. But millions of Christian fundamentalists and conservatives didn’t think so. They thought Robertson and Falwell were being perfectly consistent with the logic of the Bible as they read it: God withdraws favor from sinful nations—the terrorists were meant to be God’s wake-up call: better get right with God. Not many people at the time seemed to notice that Osama bin Laden had also been reading his sacred book closely and literally, and had called on Muslims to resist what he described as a “fierce Judeo-Christian campaign” against Islam, praying to Allah for guidance “to exalt the people who obey Him and humiliate those who disobey Him.”

Suddenly we were immersed in the pathology of a “holy war” as defined by fundamentalists on both sides. You could see this pathology play out in General William Boykin. A professional soldier, General Boykin had taken up with a small group called the Faith Force Multiplier whose members apply military principles to evangelism with a manifesto summoning warriors “to the spiritual warfare for souls.” After Boykin had led Americans in a battle against a Somalian warlord he announced: “I know my God was bigger than his. I knew that my God was a real God and his God was an idol.” Now Boykin was going about evangelical revivals preaching that America was in a holy war as “a Christian nation” battling Satan and that America’s Muslim adversaries will be defeated “only if we come against them in the name of Jesus.” For such an hour, America surely needed a godly leader. So General Boykin explained how it was that the candidate who had lost the election in 2000 nonetheless wound up in the White House. President Bush, he said, “was not elected by a majority of the voters—he was appointed by God.” Not surprising, instead of being reprimanded for evangelizing while in uniform, General Boykin is now the Deputy Undersecretary of Defense for Intelligence. (Just as it isn’t surprising that despite his public call for the assassination of a foreign head of state, Pat Robertson’s Operation Blessing was one of the first groups to receive taxpayer funds from the President’s Faith-Based Initiative for “relief work” on the Gulf Coast.)

We can’t wiggle out of this, people. Alvin Hawkins states it frankly: “This is a problem we can’t walk away from.” We’re talking about a powerful religious constituency that claims the right to tell us what’s on God’s mind and to decide the laws of the land according to their interpretation of biblical revelation and to enforce those laws on the nation as a whole. For the Bible is not just the foundational text of their faith; it has become the foundational text for a political movement....

Alas, these “great moral issues” do not include building a moral economy. The Christian Right trumpets charity (as in Faith Based Initiatives) but is silent on social and economic justice. Inequality in America has reached scandalous proportions: a few weeks ago the government acknowledged that while incomes are growing smartly for the first time in years, the primary winners are the top earners—people who receive stocks, bonuses, and other income in addition to wages. The nearly 80 percent of Americans who rely mostly on hourly wages barely maintained their purchasing power. Even as Hurricane Katrina was hitting the Gulf Coast, giving us a stark reminder of how poverty can shove poor people into the abyss, the U.S. Census Bureau reported that last year one million people were added to 36 million already living in poverty. And since l999 the income of the poorest one fifth of Americans has dropped almost nine percent.

None of these harsh realities of ordinary life seem to bother the radical religious right. To the contrary, in the pursuit of political power they have cut a deal with America’s richest class and their partisan allies in a law-of-the-jungle strategy to “starve” the government of resources needed for vital social services that benefit everyone while championing more and more spending rich corporations and larger tax cuts for the rich.

How else to explain the vacuum in their “great moral issues” of the plight of millions of Americans without adequate health care? Of the gross corruption of politics by campaign contributions that skew government policies toward the wealthy at the expense of ordinary taxpayers? (On the very day that oil and gas prices reached a record high the president signed off on huge taxpayer subsidies for energy conglomerates already bloated with windfall profits plucked from the pockets of average Americans filling up at gas tanks across the country; yet the next Sunday you could pass a hundred church signboards with no mention of a sermon on crony capitalism.)

This silence on economic and political morality is deafening but revealing. The radicals on the Christian right are now the dominant force in America’s governing party. Without them the government would not be in the hands of people who don’t believe in government. They are culpable in upholding a system of class and race in which, as we saw last week, the rich escape and the poor are left behind. And they are on they are crusading for a government “of, by, and for the people” in favor of one based on Biblical authority....

What are the stakes? In his last book, the late Marvin Harris, a prominent anthropologist of the time, wrote that “the attack against reason and objectivity is fast reaching the proportions of a crusade.” To save the American Dream, “we desperately need to reaffirm the principle that it is possible to carry out an analysis of social life which rational human beings will recognize as being true, regardless of whether they happen to be women or men, whites or black, straights or gays, employers or employees, Jews or born-again Christians. The alternative is to stand by helplessly as special interest groups tear the United States apart in the name of their “separate realities’ or to wait until one of them grows strong enough to force its irrational and subjective brand of reality on all the rest.”

That was written 25 years ago, just as the radical Christian right was setting out on their long march to political supremacy. The forces he warned against have gained strength ever since and now control much of the United States government and are on the verge of having it all.

It has to be said that their success has come in no small part because of our acquiescence and timidity. Our democratic values are imperiled because too many people of reason are willing to appease irrational people just because they are pious. Republican moderates tried appeasement and survive today only in gulags set aside for them by the Karl Roves, Bill Frists and Tom DeLays. Democrats are divided and paralyzed, afraid that if they take on the organized radical right they will lose what little power they have. Trying to learn to talk about God as Republicans do, they’re talking gobbledygook, compromising the strongest thing going for them—the case for a moral economy and the moral argument for the secular checks and balances that have made America “a safe haven for the cause of conscience.”

As I look back on the conflicts and clamor of our boisterous past, one lesson about democracy stands above all others: Bullies—political bullies, economic bullies and religious bullies—cannot be appeased; they have to be opposed with a stubbornness to match their own. This is never easy; these guys don’t fight fair; “Robert’s Rules of Order” is not one of their holy texts. But freedom on any front—and especially freedom of conscience—never comes to those who rock and wait, hoping someone else will do the heavy lifting. Christian realism requires us to see the world as it is, without illusions, and then take it on. Christian realism also requires love. But not a sentimental, dreamy love. Reinhold Niebuhr, who taught at Union Theological Seminary and wrestled constantly with applying Christian ethics to political life, put it this way: “When we talk about love we have to become mature or we will become sentimental. Basically love means…being responsible, responsibility to our family, toward our civilization, and now by the pressures of history, toward the universe of humankind.”

Christian realists aren’t afraid to love. But just as the Irishman who came upon a brawl in the street and asked, “Is this a private fight or can anyone get in it?” we have to take that love where the action is. Or the world will remain a theatre of war between fundamentalists.

Monday, April 28, 2008

El Primer Hombre Embarazado/The First Pregnant Man

I found this article while doing Spanish homework. It can be found in situ aquí on terra.com. Really interesting stuff:

Beatie, cuyo aspecto actual es el de un hombre embarazado de cinco meses, se sometió a una operación para eliminar sus pechos femeninos y a tratamiento de testosterona en su proceso de cambio de sexo, aunque conservó sus órganos reproductores. Esta pareja formada hace más de diez años siempre quiso tener un bebé, pero la mujer de Beatie, Nancy, sufrió una endometriosis hace 20 años y por culpa de la enfermedad se le practicó una histerectomía que le impide tener hijos.

Una vez que alcanzaron una situación económica acomodada la pareja tomó la decisión de que Beatie fuera el encargado de gestar el bebé de ambos.

“Habían pasado ocho años desde mi última menstruación, pero mi cuerpo ya se regulaba a sí mismo y no tenía que tomar estrógenos ni progesterona, ni siquiera medicamentos para favorecer la fertilidad con el fin de ayudarme en el embarazo”, aseguró Beatie.

El plan de este matrimonio se encontró entonces con la oposición de la comunidad médica, sus vecinos y familiares.

“Los doctores nos discriminaban por sus creencias religiosas, algunos se negaban a llamarme por mi nombre de varón y a reconocer a Nancy como mi mujer. Los recepcionistas se reían de nosotros y la familia y los amigos nos negaron su apoyo. Gran parte de la familia de Nancy no sabía que yo era transexual”, explicó Beatie.

“¿Cómo se siente un hombre embarazado? Increíble. Estoy estable y seguro de mí mismo como el hombre que soy. Técnicamente me veo como un sucedáneo de mí mismo, aunque mi identidad sexual es de varón. Yo seré el padre, Nancy la madre y seremos una familia”, confesó Beatie, que le pregunta a la sociedad qué es ser “normal”.

EFE/Terra USA


picture courtesy of The Advocate.

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Land of the Free?

I recently read this article on feministing.com about college date rape. It always hurts me afresh when I learn of specific instances when justice fails a woman seeking it, although I am able to keep such a disturbing reality at bay much of the time (not that I am proud of this). Perhaps the most disturbing thing about the article was found in the comments. Someone shared her own experience. It's outrageous. It follows, and the original article can be found by clicking the above link.
a few years ago, i was date raped at the college i was attending. they pulled similar shit! when my rape kit and police report weren't enough to get the guy on criminal charges (yah i learned that its pretty fucking hard to get your rapist arrested if he used a condom and claimed it was consensual, guess i just went through that hellish exam and trip to the ER and police station for kicks), i pursued the case within the college's own judicial system. they couldn't find him guilty of the assault for some bullshit reasons, but they did expel him based on his admitted drug use during the assault. problem is, to make it "fair" and "legit" for them to expel him, they also had to put on the record that they charged ME with drug use also. although i didn't get any true suspension/expulsion, i still got that shit put on my academic record. when i left the school, i refused to sign the paperwork for it, so they put a hold on my transcripts from there. I didn't really have the energy to fight it anymore, because I was sick of all the unfairness and defeat. I was also pretty scared that i'd be slut-shamed to death if i had fought any more or sought a civil case. I had had enough, and all i wanted was to get the hell out of there and get on with my life. Sometimes i get angry with myself for not fighting more, but i've recently come to accept that i really did do all that i could at the time. Damn this really boils my blood!


But we're all equal and free now, right?

Friday, April 25, 2008

Graduation present

These are some random cool dolls that I found online. They are too expensive for me to justify buying; however, if one were to be inclined to buy me one as a graduation present, I would certainly be okay with it.

:)

They are so cute!!!!!


http://www.etsy.com/shop.php?user_id=5507100

Thursday, April 24, 2008

An unintentional nod to Michael Feldman

Married To The Sea
marriedtothesea.com
aka "Things You Learned In School Had You Been Paying Attention"

Saturday, April 19, 2008

My Dad's famous and stuffs--or at least, getting known...

A Catholic University president who wants to understand Catholicism within a larger quest for truth and human communion. It's refreshing. Check it out:

By HOLLY WAGNER
Quincy Herald-Whig Staff Writer
The pope told Catholic educators that both faith and reason are integral to a Catholic education, Quincy University President-elect Robert Gervasi said Thursday.

His message was consistent with the tone he set at the outset of his papacy, Gervasi said. That is, that "God is love."

Gervasi was invited to attend Pope Benedict XVI's address at Catholic University in Washington, D.C., in which he spoke to more than 400 heads of U.S. Catholic universities, colleges and schools.

"It was a very, very inspiring address," Gervasi said. "It really was wonderful not only to see and hear the Holy Father but to be in the company with Catholic (educators) from throughout the country."

Gervasi understood the pope's message to be one that was both "very encouraging but certainly challenging as well," he said.
Conservatives were expecting Benedict to accuse educators of abandoning the faith to conform to an increasingly secular world. The nation's Catholic colleges and universities have been at the center of a tug-of-war within the church for decades over religious identity and free expression.

The pope told them that academic freedom has "great value" for the schools, but it does not justify promoting positions that violate the Catholic faith.

"(The pope's) fundamental message is that Catholic education is the culture through which we want to encourage students to have that personal encounter that really changes their lives," Gervasi said. "(We can) provide the culture in which that can happen in a shared search for truth, employing both faith and reason."

Gervasi quoted the pope as saying the Catholic identity can't be measured in statistics or course content, but by faculty and staff who model the experience of love and joy in their own lives and invite students into it.

"I think that speaks well to institutions like Quincy University where half of our students are not Catholic but all I think are welcomed into that culture of caring that makes genuine learning possible," Gervasi said.

Gervasi, an education consultant and former president and CEO of the Institute for Study Abroad in Indianapolis, was selected in December as the first lay president of Quincy's 147-year-old Franciscan university.

He was in Quincy last weekend participating in the Bridge the Gap race, and he plans to return for graduation the weekend of May 18-19. Gervasi will move to Quincy in June and spend the summer getting to know the school and community.

"I know Quincy University has been through some trying times, but I'm determined to look forward and encourage everyone to celebrate the good that QU has done in 150 years," he said.

-- hwagner@whig.com/221-3374
Created: 4/18/2008 | Updated: 4/18/2008

Tuesday, April 15, 2008

Claude Levi-Strauss

Almost 100 years of perfection!

Did you know that on November 28 of this year, Claude Levi-Strauss will turn 100 years old???!!! Let's all root for him to make it to 100 years old!Woot woot! Go, father of structuralism! (PS "root for" doesn't seem to be a written verb. I'm really not sure how to spell "root/route/rute.")

Thursday, April 03, 2008

Israel is the victim?

Victims of IOF Attacks on Gaza rising: 77 Killed; including 19 Children

The Israeli Occupation Forces (IOF) continued its attacks on Gaza today. IOF's military operations have killed 47 Palestinians in Gaza today. Of those 27 were civilians; including ten children and three women. Since Wednesday 27 February 2008, IOF killed at least 77 people and inured approximately 130.

Al Mezan's fieldworker in north Gaza reported that a few people who were injured during IOF's incursion in the eastern parts of Jabalia are still in the streets until now. IOF prevents the area's residents or ambulances from reaching them.

At approximately 4.30pm today, 17-year-old Nirmeen Abu Saif was injured from IOF fire while she was inside her family house. The family called the ambulance service to collect her. Palestinian health officials contacted the Israeli army requesting security clearance for an ambulance to reach the area. They received a positive response after two hours. However, according to the ambulance driver Mustafa Saidawi, Israeli soldiers opened fire at the ambulance when it tried to approach the area and hit its body and one of its wheels.

At approximately 5.30pm, IOF launched three missiles at the house of Khalid Atallah, a 23-year-old Hamas activist, destroying it. Atallah's mother, 60-year-old Su'ad, and brother, 35-year-old Ibrahim, were killed in the attack. Nine other people were also wounded.

Later, at approximately 8.30pm, IOF fired missiles towards the police station in the town of Khan Younis . Two policemen were killed and many injured in this attack; including one in a critical condition.

As the IOF's incursion into east Jabalia continues, some 40,000 people in the area have been without water or electricity since dawn. IOF prevent the authorities from reaching the area and operate the water wells in it. Two other blocks in the neighboring Jabalia refugee camp have also been without water.

Al Mezan Center for Human Rights strongly condemns the conducts of IOF in Gaza , which deliberately target civilians and prevent rescuing them. These acts represent flagrant breaches of international humanitarian law, which oblige the occupation forces to refrain from targeting protected persons and objects; including health teams.

Al Mezan also condemns the inaction of the international community and demands it to uphold its moral and legal obligations and bring to an end to Israel 's crimes. International intervention is urgently needed as the Israeli aggression is escalating and its victims rising.

Tuesday, April 01, 2008

WHY isn't someone impeaching Bush?

It makes me sad that the Bush administration even has to be reminded that we do not live in a dictatorship or a monarchy. Please see John Yarmuth's response to an email I sent regarding US military action against Iran.

Thank you for contacting me to express your concerns regarding Congress’ role in preventing a potential war with Iran. I appreciate hearing from you on this important matter and am pleased to report that we are in agreement.

In fact, I am proud to be a cosponsor of H.Con.Res. 33, legislation which expresses the sense of Congress that the President should not initiate military action against Iran without first obtaining authorization from Congress. This legislation clarifies that obtaining congressional authority prior to taking military action against Iran is not discretionary; it is a legal and Constitutional requirement.

H.Con.Res.33 is currently pending in the House Committee on Foreign Affairs. I am hopeful the legislation will move soon, and will certainly do all I can toward this end. Clearly, the debate in Congress regarding Iran is far from over. As the situation develops in the weeks and months ahead, I hope I can continue to count on the benefit of your advice. Thank you again for sharing your views, and please do not hesitate to contact me in the future with any issue of concern.

If you would like to learn more about my work in Washington and in Louisville, please visit my website at www.yarmuth.house.gov where you will find the latest news, my weekly schedule, video from hearings, and information about constituent services. You can also sign up for my e-newsletter to receive periodic updates on important issues and services for your family.

Sincerely,

John Yarmuth
Member of Congress

Friday, March 21, 2008

Asparagus lingers (in great literature)

In case you thought that asparagus was annoying because it makes your pee smell strongly...you were wrong! That just means you do not have refined sensibilities like Marcel Proust in Swann's Way which enable you to see the poetry in your nocturnal micturations subsequent to the ingestion of said dinner vegetable. Or, according to Wikipedia, you lack the genes which enable your ability to smell the digested asparagus compounds excreted in your urine. Hmm... In the words of Proust himself, asparagus is magical:

...But what delighted me were the asparagus, steeped in ultramarine, and pink, whose tips, delicately, painted, with little strokes of mauve and azure, shade off imperceptibly down to their feet--still soiled though they are from the dirt of their garden bed--with an iridescence that is not of this earth. It seemed to me that these celestial hues revealed the delicious creatures who had merrily metamorphosed themselves into vegetables and who, through the disguise of their firm, edible flesh, disclosed in these early tints of dawn, in these beginnings of rainbows, in this extinction of blue evenings, the precious essence that I recognized again when, all night long following a dinner at which i had eaten them, they played, in farces as crude and poetic as a fairy play by Shakespeare, at changing my chamber pot into a jar of perfume. (translated by Lydia Davis, 123-4)

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

It's OPPOSITES Day!

orthoepy |ôrˈθōəpē|
noun
the correct or accepted pronunciation of words.
• the study of correct or accepted pronunciation.

Now, TRY to pronounce that word correctly. It. is. im. possible.

Tuesday, March 04, 2008

Happy Birthday, blog


I don't have much time... Am trying to remain focused in this final week before Spring Break. But I wanted to give a shout out ...to myself... and say, "Happy Birthday, Blog." Yesterday marks the 2 year anniversary of my blog's life.

Although you have changed names and layouts, little blog, you remain a record of my meanderings in the etherea; and in this, I take pleasure. Thank you, also, dear readers, for being dear readers. Here's to more years of blogdom here at doulaclare.blogspot.com . Cheers!

Thursday, February 28, 2008

Louisville is for Single Payer Health Insurance

The letter below is an email I received today from John Yarmuth('s office). He is the Congressperson who represents Louisville in the House. To all of you who live in Louisville: this man wants you to have insurance. To those of you who live outside of Louisville: TELL YOUR CONGRESSPERSON TO SIGN HR 676 -- it is our moral and civic duty to achieve universal, single payer healthcare in the United States, if we are to realize and live out our American ideals of freedom (from debt and illness) and equality (of access to health regardless of ability to pay, neighborhood, income, race, gender, age, etc.).

Thank you for contacting me to express your support for universal health coverage. I appreciate the benefit of your views on this matter, and am pleased to inform you that I have signed on as a cosponsor of H.R. 676, the United States National Health Insurance Act.

Our broken health care system places an enormous strain on American families and American businesses. Currently, there are a staggering 47 million Americans who do not have health coverage and 85,000 individuals in Metro Louisville alone. In addition, half of all bankruptcies can be traced back to medical bills. Not only is it a national urgency that we respond to this public health crisis, I believe it is also our moral obligation.

H.R. 676, the United States National Health Insurance Act, will ensure that quality health coverage is not a luxury of the privileged few, but a right afforded to every citizen in the richest nation on the globe. It will expand and improve Medicare, the highly successful single-payer universal health care program for seniors and the disabled, to cover all Americans. This legislation is supported by over 210 labor unions, 13,000 physicians, and more than 100 grassroots organizations across the U.S. In fact, both the Commonwealth of Kentucky and the Louisville Metro Council have passed bills urging the U.S. Congress to enact comprehensive health insurance, and specifically H.R. 676.

Because I firmly believe that high quality health care should be a right and not a privilege, and because of the strong support for universal health coverage in Louisville and in the Commonwealth of Kentucky, I am proud to have added my name to this landmark piece of legislation. H.R. 676 is currently pending in the House Ways and Means and Energy and Commerce Committees. Please be assured that I will continue to do all that I can to see that this bill advances in the weeks and months ahead.

Thank you again for contacting me to share your views on this important issue. Please do not hesitate to contact me in the future with any issues of concern.

If you would like to learn more about my work in Washington and in Louisville, please visit my website at www.yarmuth.house.gov where you will find the latest news, my weekly schedule, video from hearings, and information about constituent services. You can also sign up for my e-newsletter to receive periodic updates on important issues and services for your family.

Sincerely,

John Yarmuth
Member of Congress

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

Steely heart, be strong

Your emotions are running extra high today, Clare, and you will feel a deep knowing inside that assures you that you are right. Hold on to this power pellet of inner strength. You will need it today as someone tries to push you off the top of the mountain by way of their fast talk and barrage of facts and information. Even though your thinking may be a bit off base, your heart is in the right place.


This could be my stock horoscope for every day in the last 6 months. I feel emotional and steeled against people who try to tell me I am wrong. I have spent my whole life training myself to believe others before myself; this will not happen anymore. And while my thinking may be a bit off, I've got to figure out how to correct it myself and not from outside influences.

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

Why I Shan't Be Voting for John McCain

Don't get me wrong; I don't mean to say that I think he's a horrible person. On the contrary, the thing that most recommends McCain to me is my impression of his credibility. Unlike my opinion of most politicians, I think John McCain actually says what he means and does what he says. That's also why I won't vote for him. Fuck if I'd vote for a man who says the following--and believes it!

- It "would be fine with me" if America kept a military presence in Iraq for 100 years.

- Asked last year about Iran's nuclear ambitions, he jokingly sang the words "Bomb, bomb, bomb. Bomb, bomb Iran" to the tune of the Beach Boys hit "Barbara Ann".

- On Israel, McCain offers unqualified support, expressed in years of public statements.

- He has the endorsement of pro-Israel icon Joseph Lieberman, the independent senator from Connecticut.

- He has the endorsement of former New York mayor Rudolph Giuliani.

- McCain has met every Israeli prime minister since Menachem Begin and backed Israel during the 2006 Lebanon war.

- He opposes restrictions on assault rifles.

- He wants to "bring democracy" to the rest of the world.

- McCain was endorsed by John Bolton, the former U.S. ambassador to the United Nations.

- He has made it very clear that the best way to deal with Iran is an effective sanctions regime, but is willing to attack them "if necessary."
* * *
I must admit, however, these points in his favor:

- He voted against amending the constitution to prohibit same-sex marriage.

- He is against having English be the national language (because of Native American languages, not because it's distinctly un-American to declare a national language).

- McCain voted YES on giving Guest Workers a path to citizenship.

- His work on Campaign Finance Reform.

- Rush Limbaugh and James Dobson rail against him.
* * *
See, McCain resists spin like an electron beam. I like that. But he is a crazy motherfucker about the military! What the what! In short: Scheunemann, a longtime McCain adviser, said the senator "rejects any other label than a `consistent conservative'." I like the 'consistent' part, but I can't abide the 'conservative' part.

Friday, February 15, 2008

Rally for Higher Education

Hello, to anyone who lives in Kentucky. Especially if you are a college student or about to be one, this info is for you:

The RALLY FOR HIGHER EDUCATION is on Wednesday, February 20th. Budget cuts will affect students!!! A 15% budget cut in the works means 25 million dollars less for the University! Also, the KEES Scholarship Program is going to be cut as well, which means a lot less money for you. If you would like to go and speak out, please email your name, email, and county to sgaevp@louisville.edu Here is some info about the day:

We will leave for the Rally at 10:00am from Papa John's stadium - you can park there for the day. On the bus ride to Frankfort we will go over the agenda for the day, distribute: folders with literature to give to legislators, a map of the Capitol, an excuse letter for missing class, and a t-shirt. We will arrive in Frankfort around 11:00am, giving everyone a chance to eat their free lunch and visit their own individual legislators. The actual Rally will convene in the Rotunda at 1:15pm, will last about an hour, and will feature several speakers. We should be back to the stadium no later than 4:00pm.

I plan to go, so if anybody wants to, you know, like, be my bus-riding-buddy, that is cool with me. Just post a comment here or email me. :)

Thursday, February 07, 2008

Lou Dobbs is a Cocksucker

Sorry for the strong language kids, but I just had to get that off my chest. What an effing m-effer.

I am sitting in the atrium of the Galt House waiting for James and working on my shizzle, and I happened to look up and my eye caught the television screen above the coffee bar (both now permanent fixtures in almost all public places in the US). And that fat fucking windbag was blowing his gasket about some shit or another on a split screen with Jesse Jackson. Thank GOD I cannot hear the t.v. from here. B A R F .

Hope all's well, kids. I've been an absentee from the blogosphere for reasons of work and thesis-writing. Wish me luck! I'll have something intelligent and/or high-larious to place here in the near future.

WATCH THIS SPACE. As the random sticker on the newspaper dispenser near campus said:

I HAVE INTERESTING OPINIONS ON CONTROVERSIAL SUBJECTS. (and a potty mouth, of course.)

Monday, January 28, 2008

Religion is for Peace, not Violence

This is a pretty nice little op ed about how Israel/Palestine is NOT a religious conflict; and as far as the religions which are practiced in the region, NONE OF THEM CONDONE VIOLENCE.

Oiled Hilarity

I used to think there was no cultural divide that could not be crossed. Watching this video today on Attack of the Show made me think there might be evidence to the contrary. It is amazing how just a baby oil slide and a transvestite host can make me question my original dismissal of Samuel Huntington's Clash of Civilizations.... Has the world gone mad?

I repeat my original query: WTF is up with the Japanese?

Saturday, January 26, 2008

Read a Mothafuckin' Book

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For your viewing pleasure.

If you are interested in learning more about Bomani Armah (aka D'mite), here is his website: Not A Rapper

Thursday, January 24, 2008

U of L's new marketing campaign

Perhaps it will grow on me, but for now it appears that UofL's new branding campaign begs to be followed by "That's What She Said." Check it out here. Or see it in context here.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

A few quotes from Full Metal Jacket

"We are here to help the Vietnamese because inside every Gook is an American trying to get out."

"I wanted to see exotic Vietnam, the jewel of southeast Asia. I wanted to meet interesting and stimulating people of an ancient culture... and kill them.

I wanted to be the first kid on my block to get a confirmed kill."

Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Let's leave no definitional stone unturned, shall we?

beg the question
1 (of a fact or action) raise a question or point that has not been dealt with; invite an obvious question.
2 avoid the question; evade the issue.
3 assume the truth of an argument or proposition to be proved, without arguing it.

Saturday, January 19, 2008

My Soapbox about Circumcision

WARNING: Read no further if the words "genital mutilation" make you uncomfortable.


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This webcomic encapsulates in a very amusing way my essential feelings about circumcision (as practiced upon males routinely in the United States). In fact, I think circumcision is more accurately identified as genital mutilation. This is strong language, I know, and is arguably too strong. I say it is arguable because usual, male, United Statesian circumcision is not as damaging, most times, as female genital mutilation (FGM). With FGM procedures a woman is rendered incapable of orgasm, whereas with (most/successful) male genital mutilation, men may still achieve orgasm--thus the perpetuation of our species can still proceed. So, many people think the term "genital mutilation" should refer only to the alteration of the genitalia such that it removes the physical capability of orgasm. However, I feel that any alteration of the genitalia is mutilation. The removal of living body parts for cultural reasons is completely stupid to me, not to mention immoral where it removes the ability to experience orgasm.

Why would people just chop off parts of the skin of a baby for no apparent reason? The American Academy of Pediatrics does not classify circumcision as medically necessary. So why is it so prevalent in the United States? The reasons are various. For example, Jews usually participate in circumcision because of historical/traditional precedent. I personally don't think that makes it right, but at least there is a reason for it. This rationale is less confusing to me than when Christian, atheist, or simply secular American parents decide to circumcise their children. They seem to have motivations such as, "It's cleaner that way;" "It'll be easier for him to handle and take care of;" "I don't want him to feel 'different';" "I want his to look like his father's." What kind of logic is that? It isn't, is the answer. Cultural norms that advocate circumcision do not equal real evidence that is is beneficial. In fact, circumcision only became routine in male hospital births in the 1950s. This was the same era in which women were encouraged, for the first time, to feed thir babies milk formula instead of breastmilk, and to stop co-sleeping, and encouraged the institution of routine cesarean sections--a major abdominal surgery. (Babies cannot be born laproscopically!)

And as for the religious/philosophical freedom defense: I don't think that a parent's religious practices morally condone mutilating the most sensitive part of a boy's (or girl's) body. Parents are charged with the responsibility to protect their children, not endanger them or alter their bodies. Therefore, any notion of cultural relativism should not be used to continue to support this demeaning and futile practice. At the same time, I don't think this is the kind of thing that should be made illegal. First of all, legal action never effectively counteracts an entrenched cultural practice. Cultural practices only change from within, and legal remedies come from without. The decision whether or not to circumcise, therefore, remains a personal one, and a deeply personal one at that. That is why in my capacity as a doula, I never counsel parents against circumcision, but rather keep my own opinions to myself. If prompted for my opinion, I frame it as a a personal choice that I would personally not make for my child. I also discuss the health risks of the surgery and point out that it is medically unnecessary, but that it is at the same time something every family has to decide upon individually. It is not something to do routinely, i.e. randomly.

Tuesday, January 15, 2008

All hepped up on Hershey's kisses

Dude. It's been 10 days since I wrote in this mutha'. Much has occurred, most noteworthy of which was the utter ridiculousness of the plumbing in my house. FINALLY we have this resolved ($600+ dollars later), and I can get back to normal things, like freaking out about time management, over-taxing myself with too many projects, craving chocolate, watching America's Next Top Model, pining for sushi, etc... You know, the usual.

In addition to all this, school has started and is going allright. I still am behind on my thesis; I am for the first time truly understanding how central theory is to anthropology, as I grope to narrow the theory which will inform my paper. Argh. Also, my bilingualisms class is going to be sweet-ass: the text is amazing and we get to do lots of hands-on stuff, projects, presentations etc. GOOD TIMES. I simply must repeat to myself "Soy la alfa, soy la alfa... ¿Quién es la alfa? ¡¡¡¡SOY YO!!!! Claro claro claro." I also really like my Arabic class, although it is definitely the hardest language I've attempted so far. Not being Indo-European, Arabic poses the longest stretch of my brain power since literacy. I'm learning a new alphabet and a whole new linguistic structure. It's challenging, but rewarding. And my good friend, Jared, is in the class with me, which just makes it that much better.

And finally, but not leastly, I am working as a Learning Assistant again, this time for Dr. Parkhurst (aka THE SHIZIT. the man is amazing). Here is a photo of me at REACH training, so I can re-learn how to be an appropriate LA and representative of REACH and the University:

(that's me in the middle, looking gansta--uh, my way of saying "professorial," in other words.)

In short, kids: welcome back to the semester; welcome back to the grind. Ain't it grand?

Saturday, January 05, 2008

stupid jerk horoscope. whadda YOU know?

"Your physical vitality is at low ebb, and you should make sure to avoid exposure to any sort of illness or disease, Clare. Steer clear of toxic substances of any kind that might add even more stress to your immune system. It may be hard for you to take a realistic attitude on these types of issues. You are good at creating a delusional frame of mind that convinces you that everything is fine, when in reality, it isn't. There is a stubborn energy in the air that is making it hard for you to change your ways."

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

Happy New Year

New Year's Resolutions:

1. Keep track in Quicken software of all expenditures.
2. Keep exercising with Stephanie.
3. Be more honest.
4. (related to #3): Be comfortable with your thoughts, desires, and objections. Value them rather than deny or hide them.
5. For the sake of your gall bladder, eat less fattening foods. (No fried anything, and no more full-fat dairy products, even if they are like manna from heaven...)
6. Be more verbally and mentally appreciative of others, especially my husband.
7. Do my homework on time.
8. Be more aware of what your organs are telling you about hunger. Only eat what you want, not what you feel you can afford.

That's about it for the moment. I think it's more than enough to keep me busy for at least a few months! Hope y'all had a good New Year's Eve and New Year's Day. Best to you all in 2008!

Sunday, December 30, 2007

Yes, I Do

toothpaste for dinner
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Library Free Louisville

The Louisville Free Public Library recently was told by its patrons, the citizens of Louisville, that they did NOT want to support an increase in the occupational-tax to fund the library. It would have meant a "levy of two-tenths of 1 percent on the earnings of all workers in Jefferson County, and also on the net profits of all businesses in the county." That means that "a worker earning $38,000 a year would pay $76 a year to the library district." It would have "guaranteed that the library system an income stream and end its dependence on metro government for funding" (data from the Louisville Courier-Journal: http://www.courier-journal.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=2007710240814 ).

According to Joe Reagan, president of Greater Louisville Inc. (the metro chamber of commerce), Louisville spends only $24 a year per capita on the library system, compared with $66 in Cincinnati, $46 in Lexington and $42 in both Indianapolis and Nashville.

Well, on November 6, 2007, we Louisvillians apparently decided that we were just fine with stacking up sub-par with other cities of like size in our region. Once again, 66% of us voters decided for us all that we want Louisville to continue to uphold that lovely image of Kentucky as an illiterate, backwater, backwards, snake-holding, gun-toting, toothless, shoeless, tabacky-spitting, bourbon-guzzling, horse-gambling state. So now Director Craig Buthod and the rest of the Board of the Library Foundation have to decide what's "essential." So, like, does the library need all THREE volumes of Das Capital? Does your kid really need to read ALL the Nancy Drews? Come on, you know they're just gonna make the movie anyway...

More info here: http://www.courier-journal.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20071108/NEWS01/711080413

Or, see how Jefferson County voted by precinct: http://datacenter.courier-journal.com/elections/2007/general/librarymap.png
Needless to say, my precinct voted NO at a rate of 65% - 75%. So WHY is the new library being built in our precinct????

Sucks ASS. And so does my precinct.

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Thursday, December 20, 2007

The Revolution Will Not Be Televised: Gil Scott Heron

One of the best songs ever.

So go on, switch off the tellie and go riot.

Those are MY holiday plans, anyway...

Saturday, December 15, 2007

King Dork

So, I just finished this excellent little book called King Dork. It was recommended and lent to me by my good friend Luke. It's sort of a spoof on-cum-paean to Catcher in the Rye. In a way, it's an updated version or interpretation of Catcher. It is, at the same time, an exploration of how Gen X- and Y-ers relate (or don't) to their Boomer hippie parents (something I can definitely get into). It also is--for me anyway--a fascinating peek into the brain of a 15 year old boy, as the 49.5% of the world with XY chromosomes tend to utterly baffle me much of the time. Furthermore, it is chock full of musical references, including a "Glossary of Terms" at the back of the book which includes many l.o.l. definitions of various bands and recording artists of the 60s, 70s and 80s. Finally, it is also the best ethnography of high school ever written. It is a quick read and highly recommended for anyone who

(1) loves fiction
(2) was born between 1975 and 1990
(3) loves music
(4) feels they are a "nerd"
(5) knows and/or lives(lived) with hippies
(6) is or speaks Catholic
(7) has been or is a teenager

More info on the author, Frank Portman (who is also a member of the band The Mr. T Experience (MTX)), can be found here. Thanks for the recommendation, Luke!

Saturday, December 08, 2007

The Distant Future: the Year 2000

Married To The Sea
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If only

Married To The Sea
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Bomb bomb bomb, Bomb bomb

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Color Blind Society

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Family Ties

Even though my stepson totally would not get this joke, I really want to give him this t-shirt for Christmas:



You can find this inside joke from the 80s and so many more pop culture ways to waste your day here.

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

The Politics of Naming Genocide

I just turned in a final paper today for my Human Rights class. One of the essays in the paper answered (or at least attempted to address) the prompt, "Elaborate upon why the US declared events in Darfur a genocide and did not do so in Rwanda." Here is my response (aka tirade about how the United States has abandoned its moral mandate).

It seems fairly obvious to me that the reason the United States has so much invested in calling the current events in Darfur a genocide but not those of Rwanda in 1994 is for its own political reasons and not for any real concern about human rights violations or violence against innocents. What I mean is, Darfur is of such popular interest to the United States because it is seen through a “religious/cultural warfare” lens rather than an “African-on-African” lens. We, as Americans, and especially the United States government, finds it disturbingly simple and easy to ignore genocide or other human rights abuses in the continent of Africa (and other places where the “other” lives: where other brown, black, red, or yellow people are the majority) for the same reason it seems to ignore so many social problems here at home: namely, institutionalized racism. Part of the discourse of this racism includes such ideas as “blacks being blacks,” those violent savages that can’t help themselves slaughtering each other, et cetera. The general attitude that genocide or other human rights problems are things that happen to “the other”—which we discussed at length in class and which Makau Mutua discusses in his article “Savages, Victims, and Saviors: The Metaphor of Human Rights”—is a form of Euro-ethnocentrism and racism, in the case of Rwanda.

Rwanda was a clear case of genocide, and, without getting into the problematic of ‘intent’ with regards to genocide, may I say that there was at least plenty of warning signs that a genocide could (and eventually did) occur. Yet the United States did not intervene. It continued to stay out of the genocide even after our then State Department spokesperson Mike McCurry himself described the events this way: “I think there was a strong disposition within the department here to view what has happened there [as a genocide]; certainly, constituting acts of genocide that have occurred....” Even though within 100 days some 800,000 Tutsis and moderate Hutus were murdered, the United States continued to turn a blind eye. In short, although the United States clearly knew that the right thing to do was to intervene, it actually demanded the removal of United Nations troops and then sat on the sidelines, since there was no public outcry or political reason compelling them to do so.

It would seem to make sense, then, at first glance, for the Western, Eurocentric, tactically rather than morally inclined United States to dismissively group the Sudan (Bilad-al-sudan, literally “country of the blacks” ) with all the other poor, black, African savages. But the Sudan has an interesting exception which proves politically advantageous for the United States: Arabs! So we see the tactical, political reason to condemn the perpetrators of the genocide, the Janjaweed: it paints Arabs as criminals (which is actually true in the case of the Janjaweed) and further bolsters the solidity of the United States’ inflammatory and condemnatory discourse against the Arab world, which it keeps up in order to further strategic goals in the Middle East.

In further evidence that the American label “genocide” on the Darfur situation is purely political is the reality that we have nothing to lose by doing so. Unlike the case of Rwanda, naming Darfur’s reality a genocide does not commit us to any action, but it is, as I said, a useful and powerful rhetorical tool in our “war on terror” and our other discursive campaigns in our quest to maintain hegemony.

The same political reasons as well as implications for responsibility are evident in our linguistic pussy-footing around the issue of Iraq. As Mahmood Mamdani argues in his article, the similarities between Darfur and Iraq are striking, yet we (American mouthpieces: the media, the military) constantly refer to Iraq as an “insurgency” while we call Darfur a “genocide.” This is further evidence that the naming of conflicts by the United States is done so with purely political aims in mind, rather than the aims of truth and human rights. Well, not purely political, because if Iraq was called a genocide, it would carry implicit responsibility for the United States with it. In Darfur, there is no implication of responsibility. While we invaded Iraq and created its current problems, Darfur’s problems conveniently (for American strategists and politicians) have no direct causation with the United States, yet they relate perfectly to our discourse on terror and our implicit war on the Muslim world (I do not say Arab world, because we are also trying to attack Iran).

In conclusion, it is only for political and strategic reasons that the United States focuses its supposed moral compass on Darfur. Any real humanitarian concern is belied by the fact that the United States commits to nothing by slinging terms around, but does gain significant political currency for its appearance of humanitarian concern. In short, the United States is not only disingenuous, but negligent. And it is, as a significant state actor, not unique in this way, although our hegemony in terms of weaponry and veto power on the world stage is.

Fascism: Coming Soon to a Homeland Near You

I saw this t-shirt on Cafe Press and thought it was pretty awesome (except for the inevitable typo). You can order your own here.

14 Early Signs of Fascism

1. Powerful and Continuing Nationalism
2. Disdain for Human Rights
3. Identification of Enemies/Scapegoats as a Unifying Cause
4. Supremacy of the Military
5. Rampant Sexism
6. Controlled Mass Media
7. Obsession with National Security
8. Religion and Government are Intertwined
9. Corporate Power is Protected
10. Labor Power is Suppressed
11. Disdain for Intellectuals and the Arts
12. Obsession with Crime and Punishment
13. Rampant Cronyism and Corruption
14. Fraudulent Elections

And if your country begins to look like this, you have the duty as a lover of freedom and liberty for ALL (not some), including yourself, to go out and put a stop to it! Think for yourself, be educated, be cosmopolitan, read, travel, protest, trust, love, share, include. These are tactics feared by fascists.

Sunday, December 02, 2007

werd nerd

I am a sucker for word humour. Check this out if you also row this canoe:

The Washington Post has published the winning submissions to its yearly contest, in which readers are asked to supply alternate meanings for common words. And the winners are:


1. coffee, n. the person upon whom one coughs.
2. flabbergasted, adj. appalled by discovering how much weight one has gained.
3. abdicate, v. to give up all hope of ever having a flat stomach.
4. esplanade, v. to attempt an explanation while drunk.
5. willy-nilly, adj. impotent.
6. negligent, adj. absentmindedly answering the door when wearing only a nightgown.
7. lymph, v. to walk with a lisp.
8. gargoyle, n. olive-flavored mouthwash.
9. flatulence, n. emergency vehicle that picks up someone who has been run over by a steamroller.
10. balderdash, n. a rapidly receding hairline.
11. testicle, n. a humorous question on an exam.
12. rectitude, n. the formal, dignified bearing adopted by proctologists.
13. pokemon, n. a Rastafarian proctologist.
14. oyster, n. a person who sprinkles his conversation with Yiddishisms.
15. Frisbeetarianism, n. the belief that, after death, the soul flies up onto the roof and gets stuck there.
16. circumvent, n. an opening in the front of boxer shorts worn by Jewish men.


Thanks for Dad for sending these to me.

Friday, November 30, 2007

4th and Hill Dreamin'

Ah, horoscope. Stop reading my mind!

Weird.

Discontent with your neighborhood and with your usual daily routine could have you thinking in terms of moving, or perhaps taking a long vacation, or both. You're feeling especially expansive, Clare, perhaps dreaming of relocating to a more ritzy neighborhood, or to a more exotic place. However, before making definite plans you need to take care to remain grounded in the realities. Don't commit to obligations you might not be able to keep.

Okay, so. Daily mantra of 30 Nov 07: Do NOT fantasize about moving. Do NOT fantasize about moving. Live in reality. Live in possibility. Live in reality. Live in possibility. CALM DOWN.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

Reconciling Apartheid

Of late, I have been reflecting a lot about my time in Africa in 1995. It is partially because my Human Rights class has talked a lot this semester about different parts of Africa, especially the Sudan and South Africa. It is partially because of my research on the West Bank and the "Apartheid Wall" being built there. It is partially because I am old enough to look back to that time in my childhood through a different lens and some degree of "perspective."

Today in class we watched (most of) a documentary called Long Night's Journey into Day which recounts parts of the Truth and Reconciliation Commissions established in 1995-6 by the new South African government led by Nelson Mandela. Desmond Tutu was appointed head of the Commissions.

Apartheid in South Africa ended in 1994 and the new, democratic government began to take over. My family and I lived in the country to the north, Zimbabwe, for six months in the following year. We visited South Africa while on holiday in June of 1995, and now, looking back, it seems a certain kind of insanity to think that we were there during so much unrest.

But to be honest, it seemed perfectly reasonable at the time. We spent most of our time in Durban, but we did visit (and flew in and out of) Johannesburg. Durban reminded me very much of Miami, but with many Indians rather than Cubans. Johannesburg was another story. My contact with it was somewhat limited and vehicular in nature. That is to say, we hired a white, female tour guide to show us Johannesburg. She refused to take us anywhere but downtown, and she would not let us get out of the car. Most of what I remember is that it was raining, and there were lots of people on the streets, mostly blacks, and lots of open shops. The streets and shops had a somewhat antiquated character (like being in the 1950s), but it was well-maintained and well-used. There seemed to be a lot of commerce in both cities, which amazes me now, as I am now more cognizant of the immense political turmoil during that time.

When I lived in Zimbabwe, we often read in the Harare newspaper about protests, rallies and subsequent casualties that were occurring all over South Africa. There were several plazas that we visited in Durban where just weeks or days before or after, demonstrators were gunned down or killed in riots. It seems really unbelievable and surreal now, to think that I was so surrounded by conflict which to my present-day, East-End Louisville resident self, often seems rather remote.

I suppose I'll write more about this as I reflect more... But these were a few things I was thinking about as I watched the documentary today.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

Saint Noam Wrestles the Demon

In bad news today, I share with you this 8 minute clip (transcript available on same page) of an interview from RealNews.com with Noam Chomsky, talking about nuclear disarmament and U.S. foreign policy towards Iran.

Chomsky's best quote is this, although the whole interview is excellent:

"Suppose it was true that Iran is helping insurgents in Iraq. I mean, wasn’t the United States helping insurgents when the Russians invaded Afghanistan? Did we think there was anything wrong with that? I mean, Iraq's a country that was invaded and is under military occupation. You can't have a serious discussion about whether someone else is interfering in it. The basic assumption underlying the discussion is that we own the world."

So, as my dad used to say, I think it's time we all "put our heads between our knees and kissed our asses goodbye." Hello, nukes!

To See or Not to See (the movie)

"Perhaps the Zemeckis film has found a way to have its cake and eat it too. At one level, our reptilian brain gets to thoroughly enjoy the triumphant ass-kicking of a take-charge hero, but up in our neocortex we pay our penance for this thrill by morally condemning the protagonist — scolding Beowulf and ourselves for the momentary power trip.

Beowulf might survive Grendel. But in going up against the 21st-century guilt trip, he may have met his match."

Stephen T. Asma
http://chronicle.com/temp/email2.php?id=2sNqsYcczKt4NcMC3y3fDnt6s8KJkvzc

Thanks to Dad for sending Asma's reflection on the new film to me. I will mayhaps go to see it--just to get a glimpse of Grendel's Mothers nipples in 3-D, if nothing else... har har

Horoscope du jour

The following is my own horoscopic advice for the day (for Leos, especially those born 24 July), but I think it's an excellent mantra for all of us as we finish our semesters and head (tumble?) into the busy holiday season. Good luck to all; don't let the man get you down...

Professional difficulties could lead to putting in some extra hours working and scheming today, Clare. Whatever problems arise are likely to be less troublesome than they initially seemed, but in the meantime they will have led to frenetic activity and quite a bit of stress. Finish whatever needs to be done, then go home and relax. You are conscientious by nature, but you need to remember to put yourself first. You work to live; you don't live to work.



http://karenswhimsy.com/zodiac-signs.shtm

Friday, November 23, 2007

Hope for the Flowers

I couldn't embed the video on my blog (because I'm technologically impaired), but in case you missed it, this week in the news was Alberto Gonzales, heckled for the rotting jerk that he is, while speaking at the University of Florida recently. See the video of the hecklers and the student reaction here . Perhaps there is hope for the political/civic life of our nation. Maybe everybody isn't asleep or too busy buying their new SUV or iPod to notice... Let's hope so!

Sunday, November 18, 2007

keep louisville weird

This is an excellent little overview of a few of the many excellent places that make Louisville one of the best cities in the USA. I believe.

Louisville, we love you! Don't ever change, baby.


Keep Louisville Weird from Thommy Browne on Vimeo.

Friday, November 09, 2007

People Are Just People and The World Is Everlasting

At the center of our being is a point of nothingness which is untouched by sin and by illusion, a point of pure truth, a point or spark which belongs entirely to God, which is never at our disposal, from which God disposes of our lives, which is inaccessible to the fantasies of our own mind or the brutalities of our own will. This little point of nothingness and of absolute poverty is the pure glory of God in us... It is like a pure diamond, blazing with the invisible light of heaven. It is in everybody, and if we could see it we would see these billions of points of light coming together in the face and blaze of a sun that would make all the darkness and cruelty of life vanish completely... I have no program for this seeing. It is only given. But the gate of heaven is everywhere.

--Thomas Merton

I like this quote. I like it because it doesn't imply that God fills a void, but rather that this part of us IS God in us and together our collective sparks of holiness make a sun. It is that God is everywhere, and we are holy. We have holiness. We carry the sacred within us, which has meaning only when added to the sacred in others. We must honor this and discover that "heaven is everywhere." God and we are the same. We walk side by side with God, in and around and through God, and we are God and God is in us. Holiness abounds. And to me, people (men) who claim God for their own and say that God is separate from us and we can only access God through them are mistaken. But this lesson is repeated throughout history.

The husband of one of my birth clients a few years ago introduced me to a Leonard Cohen song sung by Buffy St Marie called, "God Is Alive, Magic Is Afoot." I hear it when I read this passage--a passage which my grandmother sent me several years ago, by the way. It's on my fridge and I look at it often. Thought it merited a post, at least. BTW, below are the lyrics to "God Is Alive, Magic Is Afoot."

1...

God is alive; Magic is afoot
God is alive; Magic is afoot
God is afoot; Magic is alive
Alive is afoot.....
Magic never died.

God never sickened;
many poor men lied
many sick men lied
Magic never weakened
Magic never hid
Magic always ruled
God is afoot
God never died.

God was ruler
though his funeral lengthened
Though his mourners thickened
Magic never fled
Though his shrouds were hoisted
the naked God did live
Though his words were twisted
the naked Magic thrived
Though his death was published
round and round the world
the heart did not believe

Many hurt men wondered
many struck men bled
Magic never faltered
Magic always led.
Many stones were rolled
but God would not lie down
Many wild men lied
many fat men listened
Though they offered stones
Magic still was fed
Though they locked their coffers
God was always served.

2..

Magic is afoot. God rules.
Alive is afoot. Alive is in command.
Many weak men hungered
Many strong men thrived
Though they boasted solitude
God was at their side
Nor the dreamer in his cell
nor the captain on the hill
Magic is alive
Though his death was pardoned
round and round the world
the heart did not believe.

Though laws were carved in marble
they could not shelter men
Though altars built in parliaments
they could not order men
Police arrested Magic
and Magic went with them,
for Magic loves the hungry.

But Magic would not tarry
it moves from arm to arm
it would not stay with them
Magic is afoot
it cannot come to harm
it rests in an empty palm
it spawns in an empty mind
but Magic is no instrument
Magic is the end.

Many men drove Magic
but Magic stayed behind
Many strong men lied
they only passed through Magic
and out the other side
Many weak men lied
they came to God in secret
and though they left him nourished
they would not say who healed
Though mountains danced before them
they said that God was dead
Though his shrouds were hoisted
the naked God did live

3...

This I mean to whisper to my mind
This I mean to laugh with in my mind
This I mean my mind to serve 'til
service is but Magic
moving through the world
and mind itself is Magic
coursing through the flesh
and flesh itself is Magic
dancing on a clock
and time itself the magic length of God.

ALSO:
"The Ghost of Corporate Future" by Regina Spektor

A man walks out of his apartment,
It is raining, he's got no umbrella
He starts running beneath the awnings,
Trying to save his suit,
Trying to save his suit.
Trying to dry, and to dry, and to dry but no good

When he gets to the crowded subway platform,
He takes off both of his shoes
He steps right into somebody's fat loogie
And everyone who sees him says, "Ew."
Everyone who sees him says, "Ew."

But he doesn't care,
'Cause last night he got a visit from the
Ghost of Corporate Future
The ghost said, "Take off both your shoes
Whatever chances you get
Especially when they're wet."

He also said,
"Imagine you go away
On a business trip one day
And when you come back home,
Your children have grown
And you never made your wife moan,
Your children have grown
And you never made your wife moan."

"And people make you nervous
You'd think the world is ending,
And everybody's features have somehow started blending
And everything is plastic,
And everyone's sarcastic,
And all your food is frozen,
It needs to be defrosted."

"You'd think the world was ending,
You'd think the world was ending,
You'd think the world was ending right now.
You'd think the world was ending,
You'd think the world was ending,
You'd think the world was ending right now."

"Well maybe you should just drink a lot less coffee,
And never ever watch the ten o'clock news,
Maybe you should kiss someone nice,
Or lick a rock,
Or both."

"Maybe you should cut your own hair
'Cause that can be so funny
It doesn't cost any money
And it always grows back
Hair grows even after you're dead"

"And people are just people,
They shouldn't make you nervous.
The world is everlasting,
It's coming and it's going.
If you don't toss your plastic,
The streets won't be so plastic.
And if you kiss somebody,
Then both of you'll get practice."

"The world is everlasting
Put dirtballs in your pocket,
Put dirtballs in your pocket,
And take off both your shoes.
'Cause people are just people,
People are just people,
People are just people like you.
People are just people,
People are just people,
People are just people like you."

The world is everlasting
It's coming and it's going
The world is everlasting
It's coming and it's going
It's coming and it's going

Wednesday, October 31, 2007

WTF



What in the hell just happened? Does anybody speak Japanese? This is the tamest of the series. If you want to see more of these eff-ed up Japanese vignettes, go to http://www.buildup.co.jp/pq/#

B I Z A R R E .

Friday, October 26, 2007

Mo' War Mo' Problems

Married To The Sea
marriedtothesea.com

Criminal Justice? Is that even REAL?

Married To The Sea
marriedtothesea.com

Majoring in Criminal Justice is like majoring in Evolutionary Anthropology. That shit don't even exIST! Haha. CJ.

Better Bad News



Little-known fact: Osama bin Laden watches "The View" in his Batcave in Tora Bora.

WHERE HAVE YOU GONE, INDEPENDENT MEDIA? A NATION TURNS ITS STUPID EYES FROM YOU... WOO WOO WOO.

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Isabel y Fernando: Venture Capitalists

I'm all about venture capital, but... I guess it didn't occur to the inventors of this project that MAYBE--just maybe--not everyone loves the results of Queen Isabel's "venture capital" investments. Christ! What an insult to the people of Native American descent in the New World. Oh, just skim through it. It's impressive...

Friday, April 22, 2005
"Capital hunt challenge for Latinos" Silicon Valley / San Jose Business Journal - by Robert Mullins

Queen Isabela I of Spain originally rejected Christopher Columbus' pitch for venture capital to fund his three-ship expedition in 1492. But after her accountant told her the amount requested was no more than what the kingdom would spend to entertain a visiting dignitary for a week, Isabela relented and gave Columbus 2,000 maravedis in A round funding.

Columbus' trip lead to the discovery of the New World, generating an incalculable rate of return on Isabela's original investment.

"Yes, the first venture capitalist was a Latina," said Marcela Davison Aviles, of San Jose, founder of the Isabela Project, a program to give today's Latino entrepreneurs a better chance at landing venture capital in Silicon Valley.

The project's two-fold aim is to teach Latinos how to gain access to the VC world and to develop investment products that could help Latino startups grow.

Latino entrepreneurs have difficulty securing venture funding or other investment capital because, despite their growing numbers and economic clout, they have few connections to people in the clubby VC community, those in the Hispanic business community say. VC partners unfamiliar with Hispanic entrepreneurs are reluctant to fund a company that may sail off the edge of the business world. And there aren't enough Queen Isabelas at those firms who can greenlight a fellow Latino's expedition today.

"If we don't engage this population to be part of the innovation economy, that is going to hurt California," says Margarita Quihuis, a Mexican-American venture capitalist who is currently a Reuters Fellow at Stanford University studying innovative business financing.

Latinos made up 14 percent of the U.S. population in 2004, making them the largest minority group, and more of them live in California than in any other state. They are projected to grow to 15 percent of the U.S. population by 2015 and to 25 percent by 2050, according to a 2004 Isabela Project report based on 2000 U.S. Census figures. Minorities are forecast to be the fast-growing part of the work force in the future and most of them will be Latinos.

Further, 87 percent of the new businesses launched in the U.S. between 1992 and 1997 were Latino-owned and 39 percent were Latina-owned, the Isabela report states.

However, only 5 percent of Latino startups were funded with venture capital and only 4.25 percent of U.S. Small Business Administration-backed loans were granted to Latino businesses. Sixty percent of Latino businesses were started with borrowed money, versus only 5 percent to 10 percent of white-owned startups.

The Isabela Project -- funded by the Milken Institute, an economic think tank -- is developing an educational program for Latino entrepreneurs on how to build their businesses to make the best presentation to angel investors, venture capital firms, or other potential investors, says Ms. Aviles.

"What should the PowerPoint look like?" she said, citing an example of some of the ground covered.

The Isabela Project is trying to develop an asset-backed securities product to finance Hispanic startups. SBA loans would be bundled together, just as mortgages are, to securitize community development or small business loans. This would make possible smaller investments in Hispanic startups than VCs want to bother with, and give the entrepreneur more options on how to use the funds than they can with an SBA loan, Ms. Aviles said.

The overhead for a VC firm to perform due diligence, advise the new firm and otherwise manage the investment is basically the same regardless of the amount invested. They would rather invest $20 million in a firm than $1 million to maximize their return, and so would pass on smaller deals.

Private equity funding isn't much of an option for Hispanic startups either, said Richard Leza, founder and managing partner of Azul Venture Partners and founder of A1 Research Corp., a consulting firm.

Silicon Valley VC firms invest primarily in technology companies, and few Hispanic businesses are in tech. Private equity investments are available to a wide range of industries, said Mr. Leza. But private equity (in which individuals, some of whom may be VC partners, make their own investment) is available mostly for "mature firms," that have some solid revenue coming in.

But even for Hispanic tech startups, if they can't get their business plan on a VC partner's desk, the VC will never know about them.

"It's like having a party. If you're never invited, you're never going to find the door and you're never going to find the party," he said.

Angel investors can be another source of startup funding, but since the dot-com crash, "The angels have all gone up to heaven." said Stanford's Ms. Quihuis.

Immigration history works against Hispanics, she added. Many immigrants from India or other Asian countries are "the educated elite," she said, who come from wealthy families to attend graduate school and more easily connect with investors. Some Cubans had a similar advantage, she said, as well-to-do families left Cuba with their financial assets after the Communist revolution in 1959 and settled in Miami.

But Mexicans, who make up 63 percent of all Latinos living in the U.S., immigrated here largely to escape poverty.

Mexicans would have a better chance of meeting VCs if they network with other Latinos, she said, by combining business groups, called "diasporas," from Brazil, Guatemala, Mexico and other Latin American countries to have more collective clout.

There are other efforts of note to bridge the gap between Hispanics and investors, said The Isabela Project's Ms. Aviles.

The California Public Employees Retirement System (CalPERS) in November 2004 added $500 million to a $1.5 billion hedge "fund-of-funds" to pursue "non-traditional investment strategies." The California State Teachers Retirement System (CalSTRS) in January created a $100 million private equity fund-of-funds to be invested in "new and next generation" ventures. Ms. Aviles sees both moves creating investment opportunities for Hispanic entrepreneurs.

Locally, Hispanic-Net, a Palo Alto-based networking organization helps Hispanics find investors.

As successive Hispanic generations build ties to the venture capital community, the disparity should disappear. "It's inevitable," Ms. Aviles said.

But that doesn't mean it will happen all by itself, says Dennis King, executive director of the Hispanic Chamber of Commerce of Silicon Valley. If Columbus hadn't discovered the New World, someone inevitably would have, he agreed. But still, someone at sometime would have to take the initiative to do it.

Robert Mullins covers small business, telecommunications, education, retail and media for The Business Journal. Reach him at (408) 299-1829. All contents of this site © American City Business Journals Inc. All rights reserved.
from: http://sanjose.bizjournals.com/sanjose/stories/2005/04/25/focus1.html (retrieved 23 Oct 2007)

Sunday, October 21, 2007

Serj Tankian for Prez

What. is. up.

I haven't posted in some weeks. You know; the usual. But I did want to mention something Thomas and I went to see on Saturday. We dropped off the kids at Jo Ann's at 4 pm ish and then went downtown because the University of Louisville's Student Film Committee was showing a film called This Is England (which we didn't see) with a screening of some of Serj Tankian's new music videos first. It was a "viewing party" instead of a "listening party" to mark the upcoming release of his new album, Elect the Dead.

So we listened to the first 5 tracks before the movie began, and it was inCREDible. A lot of fantastic political stuff, along with some other themes (love stinks, etc). The video for the song "Empty Walls" was easily my favourite. The conflation of the idea of "No Child Left Behind" with the war in Iraq was so very powerful. Some really intuitive and distubring imagery is imbedded in the video, the icons of our folly in Iraq jarring against the thematic of "child's play."

Below is the video. And below that are the lyrics.

Serj Tankian - Empty Walls

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"Empty Walls" by Serj Tankian

Your empty walls...
Your empty walls...
Pretentious attention
Dismissive aprehension
Don't waste your time, on coffins today
When we decline, from the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time, on coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
To be
Left behind those empty walls
Don't
You see
From behind those empty walls

Those empty walls
When we decline, from the confines of our mind
Don't waste your time, on coffins today

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
To be
Left behind those empty walls
Don't
You see
From behind those empty walls
Want you to be
Left behind those empty walls
Don't
You see
From behind those empty walls

From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls
The walls
From behind those empty walls

I loved you, yes
Though they be
For you killed my family

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

Don't you see their bodies burning?
Desolate and full of yearning
Dying of anticipation
Choking from intoxication

I want you
To be
Left behind those empty walls
Told you
To see
From behind those empty walls
Want you to be, left behind those empty walls
Told you
To see
From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls
From behind those empty walls
Those walls...
Those walls...

Here is a news piece about the new CD's release (comes out tomorrow): http://www.dallasnews.com/sharedcontent/dws/ent/stories/DN-serjtankian_1022gl.ART.State.Edition1.425fc19.html

Wednesday, October 03, 2007

By Necessity, a Card-Carrying Member of the DYHFBCIDIB Club

toothpaste for dinner
toothpastefordinner.com

This is me for the past few weeks, man. I have been cutting it REALLY close. And I don't think it's for lack of time management, you know? I think I'm just literally DOING TOO MUCH STUFF. But I don't want to let anything go. Like, posting to my blog, for example. I should be reading and creating study questions and preparing for my advising meeting etc right now, but instead I'm catching up on the last few weeks of toothpastefordinner.com comix and marriedtothesea.org comix. Is that wrong? I believe it is not. You've gotta make a little time for fun stuff or you might die and explode, possibly not in that order. Right?

So. That is why I am a card-carrying member this semester of the "Do Your Homework 5 Minutes Before the Class It's Due In Begins" Club. Take that, McCarthy.